Life's challenges are always what makes the best of us, teaches us lessons that no one can ever prepare for, but for some reason when we hit the bump in the road it seems like you cant get back up.....
My heart is in pain in turmoil as I sit in the rain hearing you yell and scream out my name, I didn't mean to you just don't understand she says many times as she cries out through her eyes.
I just want to be loved cant you see whats holding you back from me, my emotions is real my feelings are true but like any man just like you feelings are cold and you remain heartless. As I bleed out my soul you stare, laughing on the inside you really don't care. So many ways I can say the same thing but why should my words be repeated and not heard.
This women don't get it I don't want to be tied down she keeps hounding me on am I sleeping around. I've been loving her for this long but she is pushing me out the door. My man ego really cant take it anymore. Not ready to be married not taking that leap this girl got my heart, my soul my well being to make her happy is what I live for. All she wants is what I cant give who am I to tell her that this is my kid I made a mistake and cant take it back cant marry her with a lie like that. It wasn't suppose to go this way but it did now she expects more from the kid.
The days are cold should we just move on we are not the same as we was before. Wonder why we are drifting apart my intuition is telling me that there is more. There is no intimacy no I love you, no kiss before we say goodnight. The love is fading guess we should say goodbye..
